Painful day.....
written on Saturday, Nov. 22, 2003, @ 8:10 P.M..
Things have been kind of quiet here today....Everybody is walking around on eggshells because I have been in alot of pain today....I don't even know why today has been so bad???
B/F had to go get the pain meds refilled....My daughter has not wanted to leave me alone....She has been so sweet...Trying to take care of me and all...Always asking me "are you ok mommy?" and "do you need me to get you something?" She even has been coming up to me and just giving me kisses and hugs....Telling me "I hope you feel better Mommy."
My son on the other hand tries so hard to behave....He doesn't want to make me mad....So when he does something that he knows will get him in trouble....He starts telling me he's sorry and goes straight into his room....He is trying his best....He doesn't know how to express to me how he feels right now...But he looks at my leg and I know what he's thinking....
B/F has been worried at times too....Today he felt really bad for me and all....I bet he wished he could take away my pain....We went to church today and he just kept looking over at me and asking if I needed anything....And when I started crying in pain......He just came in the house and got my pills and some water for me.....He was telling me that I should have stayed in....It was his first time going to my church....So I wanted to be there with him....
Leslie sweetie.....Thank you for your nice note.....It made me feel very special to have a friend like you....
That's it for now....I'll come back when I can....
TTYL