CONTINUATION.......
written on Friday, Jan. 30, 2004, @ 11:19 P.M..
I am sitting here alone...My kids are over at my sister's and I am sitting in front of the computer writing in my diary...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE????
I should be enjoying this time with B/F...We never get time alone anymore...But because of his deceit...I am here...How did everything turn so bad...what did I do to deserve this???
Today I have spent my day trying to find ways not to be around him...I have tried to make my stay in Physical Therapy longer just so I don't have to come home...
Been on the computer almost the whole day....when my mom went to go pick up her car I went with her...You know....he acted like he was sitting on the couch the whole time...I looked in the temp files and saw that he was at that folder looking at those pics...Maybe I should have pics of my ex on the computer??? If he over reacts then I will spring it on him about his other email address where he hides pics....
Everybody tells me that when there is a history there...that it is hard to forget....HELLO!!!! you know he even got mad because the pastor gave me a messege an ex boyfriends father....Well he is now the director of the church we visit...it's not like I talk to any of my ex's....
How is it that everything I do is wrong...and he turns out being the one who is right??? Did I miss something here...He is hiding shit from me and I am the one that is wrong...
I am getting out of here because I won't get any answers by telling my diary my problems....But it does help to get it off my chest....
TTYL