My life......and an update
written on Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004, @ 6:37 P.M..
It is so weird to be hearing your life through someone elses mouth....I was talking with a friend yesterday....She and I were going back and forth exchanging relationship stories....But in the midst of all this...I was reading an email she had wrote me prior to us chatting.....I could be wrong.....but this person knows me all too well....
I figured out some very deep things about myself throughout our chat plus through the email....Never knowing that these things would be the reason I might have these distorted feelings I have been having about my relationship and about my life....It's just to hard for me to accept anything right now....
I know what I should do....But at this time and moment....I am not ready to do so....I need to be able to sort out my feelings and get my head in order....It's something that hopefully won't take me too long to figure out....
Thank you to my friends that have tried to see me through this....I appreciate the words of encouragement and your honesty about my situation....I will be dealing with the situation when I feel totally prepared too....
An update on the B/F problem.....I told him that I gave someone access to our computer....and that if they find any trace of his deceit that we were through....We have been talking more....and since I told him about giving someone access.....he hasn't use the other ID....he has even deleted everything through there....all that's left is the emails to that yahoo group and his unsubscribed letters....
I myself went in there and unsubscribed to the personal ads he was getting...he was confused about that....since he use to get notified everyday.....but i didn't care....LOL...
Well that's all for now....
TTYL