The bitch of my sister......So what else is new?????
written on Saturday, Feb. 21, 2004, @ 12:15 A.M..
I am having such a hard time here...Life seems like it is getting worse instead of better...My sister from hell is causing more upsets and I really cannot take it anymore...
She talks alot of crap for someone that doesn't have anything....You know she is telling everyone that the house that my parents own in Jersey is really her house but my other sister needed some where to live and that's why she is there and not her...Her own kids are believing this crap too....
She is mad at my niece tonight because she is spending the night in my house instead of upstairs as usual....She punished her kids for a month for asking if they can spend the night here too....She forbid them to have any type of contact with me....
She is lucky I don't call CPS on her...you don't know how much I really want to pick up the phone and just call and tell them everything that happens here....But the last time I got involved my parents were upset...My dad even blames us for her being the way she is....he says if we weren't so mean to her when we were all growing up.....that things would be much better today....CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT????? If you do let me know cause I can sell you the Brooklyn Bridge for a dollar....
I have been stressing so badly over this crap....I have been wanting this emotional roller coaster to end.....but each time I feel things getting just a little bit better....crap like this happens....I know I can't change anyone....But DAMN!!!! she is a fucken 33yr old with 3 kids and one on the way...no job....mooching off of everyone....and expects everyone to bend over backwards everytime she has a kid....MIND YOU THEY ARE ALL FROM DIFFERENT FATHERS!!!!!!! I know that really shouldn't matter....But each of the men she has claimed is the father of her 2 oldest ones....she can't prove because she won't give them paternity test...having those kids hasn't even given her the sence to mature a bit....
She gets mad when her oldest gets in trouble in school for being disrespectful....but she doesn't even respect my mom....How the hell does she expect her kids anything if she herself has no morals????
OH GOD!!!!! I did it again....I am sorry for obsessing(SP?) about this again....But it is one of my on going struggles here at the home front....I always tell myself that if I can't write about anything other then the daily's with her......then I won't write in my diary....But what am I to do???
I just feel so bad for my niece and nephews and baby on the way....they didn't ask to be born....and they don't deserve the life they are living with her...those kids deserve better....
If anybody has any IDEA of how I can do that....Just email me about it....don't write in my notes or gbook about it....I would really appreciate it...I am at such a loss right now....it constantly has me in tears.....
TTYL