Weekend of chaos......
written on Sunday, May. 02, 2004, @ 2:27 P.M..
Well this has been a hell of a weekend…I know I really haven’t been here to update my diary regularly….but I have to vent and this is the only place I can come to do so….
My demon sister had her baby yesterday morning…I have been stuck with her kids yesterday and today…
Ok…Lt’s back track…let’s go back to Friday night…My daughter and my demon sister’s daughter go to sleep at my other sister’s house…The whole day all I hear is that they are ok and not one mention about when they will be home…So all of Saturday I am here with my son and my 2 nephews (demon sister’s kids) B/F makes dinner and my Nephews eat 2 bowls each…(not leaving any leftovers) it is after 7 and my sister brings back the girls…they have been mentioning to them that they are going to Pizza hut and all…But little miss “I only think of myself” brings the girls here…and they haven’t eaten since lunch…..oh wait….let me correct that…they ate a twinkies…so nothing is left in my house but frozen meat and my mom didn’t cook anything last night…so the girls ate French toast sticks for dinner…
It is like 10 pm and the kids are still here and were still making a lot of noise…So I popped in a movie and made them all sit there and watch it…I didn’t care whether they wanted to or not….
Finally my mom calls downstairs and asked me to send them up…”well they are in the middle of watching a movie!!!” So I said who ever talks through the rest of the movie is going to sleep….Well that worked….I should have done that since I was told(not asked) if I would watch them….
This morning…as soon as they were awake they started coming downstairs…HELLO it is 8am….CAN’T I FUCKING GET A BREAK!!!!!! I went upstairs with them…My mom said that they didn’t want to listen to her….So I had to play devil’s advocate and make them take their shower and clean up their mess…The oldest one kept giving me lip and I just turned around and told them “I’m not your mom so don’t think I am going to put up with the back talk!!” well that worked since he hasn’t opened his mouth to me again….LOL
Well the younger one out of the 3(pay attention guys there are 3 home and she just had another one) My mom will not take care of…He is 3 and hasn’t even tried potty training(thanks to demon sister not taking the time to teach him)and she took him off the bottle with out trying to slowly(I know there is a word for it but my brain is fried)…He has been very good…As long as the other 2 aren’t around he is very good…right now he is napping and the house is quiet…this has been the only time this weekend that the house has not been chaotic(sp?)….
I maybe bad for not wanting to go to the hospital to se the baby….I am just so upset that she(my demon sister) is an ingrate(sp?)…she does things without thinking of the consequences of her actions…4 kids….yes 4 kids and all from different fathers….she doesn’t even try collecting child support for them…she doesn’t even have any idea who the fathers are to the 2 oldest…I feel really bad that I have so much hate….And yet I do know that this child is innocent…he didn’t ask for this….and now she told my sister that if she could wait 6 mos before she makes her decision on whether or not to give him up…IS SHE MENTAL!!!!! Why not just go ahead at rent the rooms in the psycho ward already….she did that each time she had any of the kids…
Well i am ending this now…..I am writing myself to the point of getting depressed…
TTYL