The baby is home......
written on Monday, May. 03, 2004, @ 6:16 P.M..
Well....after yesterday's entry i have been feeling a little bad....I haven't been excited at all about the new edition to the family....I wish i knew why i am feeling that way....so i decided i would write a little more about my demon sister to give you all a birds eye view of her....
Yeah i know....you guys must think i mean for writing so meanly about her.....and probably you guys think i make this stuff up....maybe you even think that she is misunderstood or something else....But that's just how she is....she gets your pitty and al....then she eats all of our sympathy and kindness til you turn out like ME!!!!
Right now....my parents are having a hard time....They have to support her and her 4 children....and she has not even attempted to try to go for child support on any of her kids fathers....she said she isn't planning on looking for work to help pay back my parents what she owes them(she's lucky they aren't a credit company)....Plus she has the nerve to think that she doesn't have to pay them back....
Still feeling sorry for her??? not me....i feel sorry for her kids....they are the ones that are misunderstood....they are the ones that get the back lash of every decission their mom makes....
She just got home today and already her 3rd kid is being neglected....she has been home since 12pm and she never put him down for a nap....i went upstairs(because i know her MO) and just as i thought....he was cranky....hungry...and just plain being a brat....I picked him up and layed him on the couch(mind you he cring the whole time) I just start pating him on his back and before you know it....he is asleep....he didn't ask for this....but she did this to each of them....
When the first one was born....she left him at the reception of my cousins wedding without letting anyone know...it was time to leave and she was no where to be found....we went home about 1:30am....she didn't come home til about 4 or 5 in the morning....(she was covered in hickies(SP?) and now she was going to sleep and he wakes up....I sat up i my bed hearing him cry because she was spanking him cuz she wanted to sleep....He was only 5 mos old....my mom and i stormed into the room and took the baby from her....she was abou to take him from my mother's arms and i told her that since she wans to sleep it's best to leave it as is....
But that is just her....they are her property and she can do with them as she pleases....her oldest was her baby til the 2nd one came around....then he had to grow up fast because he was the slave of the baby and it's needs....The 2nd one was a girl so she got special treatment....but once the 3rd one was born....well i guess you know how that went....and so on....
I will end this now since i can't see past my tears....people wanting and trying hard for kids.....and then we have my sister that uses her kids for attention....
TTYL