decissions, decissions......
written on Wednesday, May. 05, 2004, @ 1:42 P.M..
And it begins....Can Watch the baby....can you help me with the other one....can i borrow your stroller.....can i use your craddle....can i have the outfits you still have when your kids were little???????????
Dammit woman.....get your own shit....you said the family never helped you or anything.....you said someone is getting you the things you need....so you don't need my second hand shit....
Now i have more crap....i called the kids father today....Since my kids won't give him the heads up....i guess i have to....My son needs glasses....I am not asking him for the money....i just wanted to let him know....I told him also about my dad thinking about selling the properties he has....I also told him about the kids wanting to move....all he said was if a court goes about lettling me leave....that he isn't standing in my way....
He doesn't visit....he breaks promises all the time....plus he makes more money then ever and he hasn't tried getting the child support raised....But if i were to ask him to do more with them....he wouldn't....Mind you.....my kids want to get out of here....they are tired of living here....they want to move to FL or NJ.....right now i just don't know what to do....
But if it has to happen....maybe Fl will be better....I will be closer to my Grandma....she is going to be 89...she needs family around her....and i want to volunteer for the position...
UGGHHHHH......too much wories and stress....
TTYL