SO THIS IS HELL!!!!!!
written on Sunday, May. 30, 2004, @ 1:41 P.M..
So this is what it is like to be in hell...I have been home with my son's friend and little sister(they got picked up already...THANK GOD)...My demon sister and her kids upstairs...
I need a new life....ANYONE WILLING TO TRADE?????
I would just be happy with my kids and i living in a 1 family home...somewhere in the middle of Pennsylvania(sp?)...I guess it is up to me to make a change...i know i complain alot...i guess that's why i don't write in here much...
I just had to go upstairs because they are running around and screaming...slamming doors...then my parents wonder why i want out of here...
I called my mom to let her know what was going on...and she said....oh i don't know what i am going to do with all of you....I go away for a couple of days and i can't even rest completely...i just told her bye and hung the phone up...
Which what i should have said was this...
WTF???? I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO BRING HER FUCKEN LAZY ASS HERE....it was my mom and my dad's decision to bring her here and here i am having to deal with her and her rotten kids all day and night...you say that i don't live with them so i don't have to deal with it??? BULLSHIT...I deal with it more then u do...all you do is buy the stuff for her instead of putting your foot down and telling her to grow up and be more responsible...then you come here to my house and complain about it but when i complain it is a problem....
That felt good...I just wish i can talk to my mom that way...LOL
Well i have to get the hell out of the house before something else happens and it gets worse...
TTYL