Whirlwind update........
written on Tuesday, Jul. 13, 2004, @ 11:35 A.M..
I have been lost for a while.....things just kinda caught up with me all of a sudden....But we are ok....B/F went to P.R to spend some time with his Grandpa....we heard he wasn't doing so good.....He left on the 5th and his Grandpa passed away on the 9th.....Sad huh???
He said he was glad that he did go when he did...He told me thank you for convincing him to do it and he told me he loved me....that felt nice....he always tells me he does....but this time was different.....it just felt like he actually meant it....like if i changed his life in some way.....
The kids dad has started with his crap again....But this time i am more prepared for it....it seems like i can pinpoint when he will act up and i feel like i have finally taken charge of that situation.....YAY ME!!!!!!! LOL
My son hasn't asked much about his father lately.....My daughter only asks about him when her brother does....SAD ISN'T IT???? But now they are older and they hear when he leaves messeges on my phone and how nasty he sounds....plus i don't force them to do anything they don't want....I just told them that i am not going to blamed for them not keeping in contact with their dad....I remind them about calling him and i even said i could dial the # for them.....I even wrote it down by the phones in their room for them.....so i am doing my part.....but yet it still doesn't stop him from saying i am keeping him from the kids.....oh well what's one to do but just go on with life as is.....RIGHT?????
Anyway, I am finished with Physical therapy....i wasn't ready for it to end but they say that all i have is pain.....My back still hasn't gotten better.....But oh well....they said that all i have to do is keep doing the strengthening excersizes and i should be ok.....yeah right.....
Well....I guess i will try and come in here in another month or so....LOL.....well isn't that my patern now?????
TTYL