Remenicing, and more dilema's in my life.....
written on Friday, Apr. 15, 2005, @ 9:23 A.M..
You know......I tried to come in here yesterday to update and it kept telling me server busy....
So here I am today trying to remember what i wanted to write about....
I did get intouch with an a friend of mine from when i lived in California....the funny thing about us is that we dated for 3wks and we had a bit of a misunderstanding.....we stopped dating but we always had this friendship to fall back on......we both realized that we were better friends then anything else.....and it was just like that as we talked on the phone on sunday and as we text eachother's cell phones yesterday.....brought a lot of memeries back.....
My nephew is doing much better....he is ajusting really well to how we do things here....we had a bit of bad night though.....fo some reason he just didn't want to listen at all last night.....so we put him to bed early last night and this morning he said he didn't want to sleep early no more so he'll behave....just the look on his face made me forgive his behavior.....plus it's not his fault....he really doesn't know any better since his mom doesn't teach those kids anything.....
My demon sister's preventivie service worker was kind of speculating that the reason the state doesn't take these kids away from her......is the fact that it will cost the state more money to support these kids then to leave them with their mom.....it will be about $600.00 each child if they are with family or even in foster care.....so i asked my counselor what would happen if the state decides that he should return to the home.....something worse happens(don't even want to think of the worse) and someone ends up hospitalized or dead.....can we sue the state for not doing their job right the first time????
I know it's a dilema what my family is about or even dealing with.....But no one steps in.....CPS has been called on my sister so many times.....but she still has her kids.....and without my parents help.....I can't fight for them.....so it's a lose, lose situation.....
Now turning the dial off the kids.....LOL
when my dog Diamond had her pups.....My demon sister and her kids begged me for a pup......Now you all know i am not that stupid.....LMAO....So i made a deal with them to keep Red(the german shepard i had) being that he was older.....I didn't think much damage could be done to him......plus i needed to separate diamond and red because we didn't want anymore pups in the house.....
Well Demon sister lets the dog run off and so far i have caught red in my back yard 2x....so i was pissed off because just the other morning i had to take red back to her....so this time i told her that if diamond ends up pregnant again she is going to pay for the care of both pups and momma dog.....I have been told by breeders and even dog trainers and vets.....that you shouldn't mate pits too much because the momma dog could get sickly or even die trying to have those pups.....
Anyway....I am going to end it here...i am getting upset and starting to stress.....don't need to start having anxiety attacks......
TTYL