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Since 32 days ago.......
written on Monday, Jun. 06, 2005, @ 12:44 P.M..

Sorry guys.....I fell into another bout with my depression....guess you can say i fell off the wagon....I have been trying to get my panic attacks under control for a while now.....I was doing good too til i had to deal with the stupid courts again(my SSI/SSD stuff)....so i called my head doctor's secretary and asked if i could get an earlier appt with him.....i don't think i can wait til 7/22 to see him.....

The kids are doing well.....my cousin is taking my son and vacation with her and her fam this summer for 10 days....I just feel bad for my daughter....she can't go because i will be watching her friend this summer....but i promised her that we will go someone by the end of august.....

The kids grades are all good(don't know if i mentioned that)....their school had a talent concert on friday and my sons class performed....they recited a poem by langston hughes....then they sang like 4 songs.....they had like 6 acts of dancing performances......they did a skit on american idol.....and kids from the local high school came and did michael jackson thriller.....it was really cool......

B/F and i are getting along.....i still have problems with his drinking but luckily it doesn't happen often.....so we have more good times then bad....

I guess that is it for today's update....

TTYL

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